I was going through my notes on my phone and I remembered this list.

If im being honest, I decided to write the list down on paper as a way to get things out of my chest you know. Sort of a therapeutic session you feel. It's actually kinda nice reading through it. Everything I wrote down, I can remember so clearly. Its nice, made me happy actually.

Here's the thing, im like 99.98% sure you wouldn't see this, so im taking that chance. By chance I mean, putting the list I have on here. The list about you, the things you do/did, things we did together. Its a list of things that made me fall in love even more.

The reason im making this, is so that I can say what I want to say without actually telling you directly. This is my way of putting everything out there. One big final act. A resolution. All the feelings that I have, everything I feel about you and us, I'll leave it all out here. I'll feel it all while I make this. Im doing this for me.

And once im done, once I published this out here. It'll be the last and I'll be okay. Things are just the way they are. But I will say this though, at one point, you were my favourite future that I could ever imagined for myself. I'll remember that.

Well there you go, here's the list.